Redemption wrote:grmg has a point blackmail is good. but thing is "you can't believe everything you hear on the web"
Blackmail was a joke. As any tool - its usefull only if its win for everyone. whatever You do to fuck up someone else - its gonna bite You back. Even as trivial stuff as conscience.
and quarko by the coward i am i don't think i'm gona die by killing myself... just yet... well that is until i have enough reason to say "ok i'm gona go kill myself"
We go by our emotions. The logical mind then justifies the choices. Unless Your FORCED to kill Yourself, suicide is the most coward, most usless, and most unlogical way to deal with ANY difficulty You are facing.
(notes that he first became soipsistic when he found his GF making out with another man o.o) [well boy
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No woman, no man is going to leave her/his partner if he/she gets everything he/she wants.
She trusted You to be the MAN. You appeared to be one but You were not in the end. She decided to check out if the next one will be the man.
Making out is bullshit. Sex (as in - so called cheating) is bullshit. Get this:
There are circa 3 BILLION women on this planet. If you think that the girl living in Your neighbourhood (same town in example) is THE ONE, You are WRONG.
Its also called GFTOW.
GO
FUCK (kiss)
TEN
OTHER
WOMAN
Then go back here and tell me how important that girl was.
Go out, meet new people. If You like to, ONLY if You like to, talk to girls.
Have goals, passions, hobbys. If You're an interesting guy, women will just "appear".
Like guns'n'roses song says - lovers always come and lovers always go.
In the end - be cool, its just a chick. You have Your own life.
and grmg i do. if you say my mind body soul posts i said that i believe we're all in a game and we are all not real.
Sure. I cant prove You're real. Cant prove I'm real. BUT
Do an experiment. Take the knife and cut Yourself. What do You feel? Pain? Is it pleasurable? Would You like to do it all time? Would You like to someone did it to You all time?
vs
Ask out ANY girl. Ask her why did she go out with You. Ask her what does she like in You. How do You feel now?
Sure. I cant prove You're real. Cant prove I'm real. BUT
What do You would like to feel, given the choice?
once i became solipsistic i wanted to kill myself. i went home. got a knife from my dads drawer and cut myself twice across the wrist.
if i'm not crazy. i don't know what i am.
You are what You do. Go out. Meet new people. Get the fuck outside of Your head.
Dont think. Just be.
not emo.
I havent met an emo BUT i have met a lesbian. Sure, she claims to be one, and thats cool, BUT she still reacted as she was a WOMAN. You cant override biology. No amout of logical bullshit (solipsisism) can override that. GO OUT. MEET NEW PEOPLE.
Ideologies are bullshit. Its an excuse not to do the stuff You are ment to do. You can lie to us if You want to, but in the end You cant lie to Yourself.
Some wise man said :(Prem Rawat i think)
THE SELF ALWAYS COMES TRUE.
attetion.
If You can be an attentionwhore (You are) here (server-wise) why cant You be an attentionwhore in real life?